Tuesday, January 25, 2011

Good Vibes and Prayers needed :)

Hi everyone! I hope you all had great weekends and that you aren't as stressed out as I am! As many of you know I suffer from Idiopathic Gastroparesis which is an incurable stomach disease and has left me dehydrated, malnutritioned, with a feeding tube and gastric stimulator to name a few. Well I have been trying for over two years now to get SSD was denied and now tomorrow is my hearing! I am so stressed about this and just want it to be over with! Everyone tells me that it will be fine I just have to testify but that in of itself horrifies me! I may seem like an outgoing person on here and I once was a very outgoing person but since becoming ill I have become depressed and now have social anxiety disorder! That is why I am horrified to go to this hearing tomorrow. Hopefully it will all be a moot point and I will get approved and be able to live life a little more comfortably!
Well anyway thank you for letting me rant and send some good energy my way tomorrow if you think of it :)
Love
Randi
P.S.- This is also why the giveaway I was going to post tonight didn't get up but I promise it will be up tomorrow when I get back!

6 comments:

  1. I'm so sorry to hear about your health situation. My mother applied for SSD like 2 or 3 times and it took nearly 2 years for her to get covered. She has a host of illnesses including Fibromyalgia... I am sure you are totally stressed out. I know I would be. I'm going to cross my fingers and hope for the best. Just take plenty of deep breaths and let that anxiety wash over you and pass you by. Fighting it makes it worse and avoiding it just makes it build up. So tell yourself, "yes, I am totally stressed. I have every right to be. But it's going to be ok."

    Give yourself the little pep talk you need!

    Let us know how it goes so that we can support you however you need it!

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  2. Thank you so much for the encouraging words! It went very well! I was APPROVED! I was so nervous but the judge was very nice and told me right then and there that she was approving me which from what my lawyer said NEVER happens. So the thoughts and prayers sent my way were definitely answered.
    Thank you again and I wish you and mother well!

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